The future is a vast expanse of time, but the present is no time at all!
So close…
So close. I was so close to finishing the manuscript. Then my world shifted. It seems to do that. But, now I’m ready to return to it.
I had the photos printed on the pages. A few photos were too dark, so I had to work on those.
Then, suddenly, I got notice from my office building management that I would have to move my law office, and move it in a hurry. My lease was expired. They had decided to lease out the entire floor. All the small offices had to go.
I dropped everything and mobilized. In just under 30 days I had found a new office and moved into it. For the past two weeks I’ve been trying to get the place organized. There’s still a lot to do, but at last I can spare some attention for the manuscript.
So, here I go again.
I have lived with this manuscript for more than a year. And before that, I lived with an urge for more than a year. This project represents a turning point, both personally and poetically. (Is there a difference?). Seeing the other side is like looking from an old world into a new one.
Robin Cravey is a Texas poet, publisher, citizen, and lawyer. As editor and publisher if Tilted Planet Press, he has published several books of poems, including Diverging, I am a Comet, and Benchmarks. His book Watermarks has been serialized on the Austin Sierran website.
A sixth-generation Texan, Robin grew up in Houston, loving tall trees, big clouds, girls, Omar Khayyam, Carl Sandberg, and Walt Whitman. He came to Austin to attend UT, loving clear water, peyote, taxicabs, women, newspapers, hitchhiking, Marcus Aurelius, and William O. Douglas. He married and had kids, loving Dr. Suess, Star Trek, Baghavad Gita, Mohandas Gandhi, and Macintosh. Eventually he volunteered way too much, published books, ran a business, fought city hall, went to law school, worked at city hall, ran a small law office, ran for public office. In recent years he has divided his time between Austin and Providence, Rhode Island, loving Wayland Square, bicycling, and long train rides.
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2 thoughts on “So close…”
Is your real middle name “Perseverance?” You soldier on in your artistic quest, no matter the punches that life seems to throw at you. I admire that.
Jeffee, thank you. I’ve learned that life will present challenges and obstacles and delays. But delay is not defeat. An inner light continues to shine. An inner spring continues to flow. Even in our struggles, we can work to clear a space for that shine and that flow.
Is your real middle name “Perseverance?” You soldier on in your artistic quest, no matter the punches that life seems to throw at you. I admire that.
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Jeffee, thank you. I’ve learned that life will present challenges and obstacles and delays. But delay is not defeat. An inner light continues to shine. An inner spring continues to flow. Even in our struggles, we can work to clear a space for that shine and that flow.
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